SPM candidate talkin shit .

yes I'm goin to face SPM next week, but I'm just as cool as ice. there's something wrong with this cause I supposed to feel worry, fearful and maybe a lil bit insane that SPM is coming very soon. currently I'm taking ELEVEN subject which is Biology, Chemistry, Physics, Addmath, History, Bhs Malaysia, English,English for science and technology, Math, Agama, and art. I've tell you this, I am completely sucks with Science stream subject and total loser when it come to numbers. well, I'm going to put my target on the easy one, like bm, english, est, agama or maybe seni, but i'm not sure 100% about that. If I have something that I really want to change right now its gonna be ____ I'm going to turn back time which is back to 2007 and I'm taking my education seriously. yes, I'm regret because i am so playful and clumsy and lame and just wanna have fun last year, and didnt even really care about those education stuff cause i thought that year supposed to be a freedamn year so I can enjoy my life completely after the PMR but the truth is, NO its not. 2007 is a year where I didnt have a brain at all. but not 2008, uh-oh okay, yes maybe i'm a lil bit lazy, but 2008 is a year where I spend most of my time thinking about the future, where I'm going to further my study, and what actually I am going to be. Okay, i'm already start to talking shit rite now. can I just be realistic? I'm not attend school today cause I thought i'm going to make some revision and exercise on science stream subject, but now, I'm writtin on this damn blog and typing nonsense words. next week is about to SPM. Just sign out from this blog, and pergi study la saytan!

after ASS PEE EMM to-do list

first
hang out with friends, I mean not just hang out at the mall and bitchin around, its more like spend a quality time(yeah rite) with them without anyone bothering. plus, anythings that related to education and schools is out of our topics. the only place that I could imagine with them is Genting Highland___I'm coming! roller coaster and sort of is the best damn thing if you want to feel real excitement and entartainment with your friends.unless you're afraid of height. or maybe explore the nature( I imagined national park or cameron highlands ) with them is another cool things that I want to do in order to create a sweet moment with them before they will further their study and maybe I will not gonna see them again - sigh

second

empty my mind and fill it with stuff that I totally passion about , music, movies, megazines or horror/comedy novels, writing, sketching, daydreamin, exploring and surfing the net.(__hey, my soul need them ) this stuff is the best way for me to go far from the 'boring' definition during the long holiday. ppl could bother me no more as I've finish my school and no more worry about education stuff and those rubbish subject. (farewell addmath,chemist,bio and physics. I'm sick with u guys!) And theres no one and nothing could stop me from being myself and do what I want to do.

third

playing instrument. for exact, music instrument. there some instrument that I'm dying want to learn and play such as guitar, piano, drums, or even organ (what the?___ just kidding) but want to start with classical guitar first. why classical guitar? because if I have master it,, I could jump to electric guitar then(in my opinion, electric guitar could be source of sound pollution too if you just playing it all alone, without back up instruments like bass or drums which is differnet with classsical guitar that more harmony even playing by solo without backup instrument) but i have to own it first so then I could learn how to play it and practise sometimes during the after-the-big-exam holiday. I dont want to bother my parent by ask them to buy one for me, so I have to earn money by myself to have it. but but how? read the next paragraph.

fourth

part time job. this the only and the shortest way to earn money. in three month holiday after the ass pee emm ,whats your plan or stuff that get stuck in your head? just bitchin around, doin nothing and built some tyres on your belly? hell not. maybe I will find out or check at some fast food restaurant, or any outlets if there is any vacancy.desperately maybe, I just take any jobs without demanding ( imagine myself wearing the hotdog's costume or something).its much more better than just sittin at home having some quarrel with your sister or doing some boredam chores. I want to do something that give me feedback. benefits for myself. the answer is___ part time job lah!

last but not least

car license. I'm really sick bothering my parent by asking them to send me to school or wherever i want to go. they put some effort for that. and sometimes reluctantly i have just forget my plan to go any event or place in purpose to hang out with friends, just because I dont want to bother my parent. ( I drop dead wish I could fly at that time). I know the transportation matter always give my parent loads on their shoulder and i always blame myself for that. so after the ass pee emm, I'm going to take car license so I could go wherever I want without care about transport probs. theres no more barriers for me to go wherever I want and do things I want to do, just shut up and drive.transport will give me much more freedom. hip hip hurayyy !

hahahh, the list above is nearly impossible to happen to SYAFINAS who've been offer to join the bloody NATIONAL SERVICE which is a must-go-offer. I'm afraid this list is just only an empty pipe of dream. anyway, thanks for reading.

a girl with dirts all around

okayy . aku taw aku ne pengkotor. pengkotor sejak azali lg. aku rasa aku tak boleh lari dr kekotoran. bukan aku yg suka kotor. kotor yg suka aku. oh tidak tidak. ini bukan commercial break vanish power 02 tp ini adalah the truth. the truth that lie here. lie on these pathetic loser beyond repair . (power rangers tak english aku?) pegi sekolah lagi la kebenarannya terserlah. alaa baju skolah kan warna puteh. sah sah baju skolah aku tu nampak la tompok tompok dirtnya. lelagi taim rehat en. kekadang kehadiran dirt dirt kat baju skolah ni pun bukannya aku sedar. mana penah baju aku dirtnya sebesar zarah. mesti saiznya nak gigantic punya. dah nama pun dirt, mestilah degil dan jahat. government pon satu. gi buat baju skolah warna putih asal. buat la warna hitam ke. kan gothik siket. ahahah. siryes ne.tadi la yg paling sadis . taim bio kat makmal en. dpt la paper trial. gi naik la atas podium tempat cekgu pauziah duduk an kononnya nak tambah markah la. then turun la balik. pastu sape tah tego aku, blakang baju aku penohh la dengan kotor kotor memang habis selekeh la. where the hell those dirt came from? kat whiteboard atas podium tu la.aghh kafirun. then rushingla pegi tandas nak basuh. sadly things not became better. but worst! kekotoran tu spread pulak kat depan baju. aghh tensyenn nyahh! pastu nani kawan aku yg 'bijak' la sgt tu mencadangkan aku menebalikkan baju skolah itu supaya kekotoran yg lokasinya di ass itu kurang kelihatan. kedengaran agak gila tp macam boleh pakai idea itu. buat pertama kalinya atau mungkin terakhirnya nani memberikan idea yg aku akui agakla bernas.jadi aku berbuat seperti apa yg dicadangkan. aku sanggup tak rehat aw semata mata tamaw orang orang nampak kepengkotoran aku ini. aku terus jadi tak selesa dgn diri aku. ( sebenarnya, hari hari aku tak selesa dgn diri aku kat sekolahh, tapi hari itulah yg hell uncomfortable). nani kata ignore sajelahh dirt itu tapi aku tak boleh jadi secool itu. "kalau orang ckp eeee pengotornya kaw syapinn cemane?" tanyaku kepada nani . "kaw ckp jelahh memang aku sakai___so what??! " balas nani sambil mengembangkan hidungnya . alah senangla ckp. lgipun aku tidakk secool dan seselamba mcm tu. oke find itu sajelah la pengalaman yg boleh dikongsi bersama org orang yg rasa dia pengkotor mcm aku. diharap kata kata ini dpt menajdi perangsang dan pembakar smangat utuk anda bagi menempuh hidup yg penuh cabaran ini.renung renungkan dan selamat beramal :)

Long Live Dirt <3